The first day you went back to school after the shooting, you felt a lot of pressure to get yourself together: "This was the morning i was supossed to pick my-self up and get up with my life. " I Chose "11 Something" for you to listen to because I felt like It really related to you not being able to go to sleep because you had flashbacks about everything that happened when Nick shot up the school.
DeJ Loaf - Try Me
You said that you didn't want people to believe what they heard about you on the news "I was scared of facing all those people , afraid they'd all believed everything they'd read about me in the paper and on the news "Try me" ~ made me feel like it was best for you because when you went back to school you didn't want anybody to try you , you didn't want people to bring up the situation that happen.
You thought that you didn't want to face the people and what they had to say " I pulled the sheets over my head , its not that i couldn't , i didn't want too"."Looking for 4 myself" ~ I thought you needed that song to know that its okay to be yourself , its okay to be lost within your self but you can always be found.
Knowing that people were not acknowledge you and " We started at each other for a minute's , I knew my mom was looking for some sort of gratitude from me. "
"Right thru me" ~ This song really explains how you felt going back to school and what you went through , how people looked thru you when you walked the school halls and also when you were talking with your mom you always mentioned how it feels like she is talking right thru
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